You · Don't · Matter

Not much to discuss. I have learned I've fallen into a very dangerous trap in terms of boy problems, but its not something I really want to get into. Anyway, so the last few days I have been la-bitch, and I apologize to anyone who's crossed my unfortunate path.

I've decided on my 2009 Anime North Cosplay, and will be attending as Ezio from Assassin's Creed II. ve3dmedia.ign.com/images/04/75/47552_AssassinsCreed2-Ezio.png There's a reference. I`m rediculously excited for the game to come out in December, and really -really- excited to cosplay the main character. It's gonna be awesome.

I've also taken it upon myself to sew a new nightgown, because I can't find any that I want to buy. Sooo, lots of sewing for me for the next while. Hopefully I will find time to do so between working.

As for today, I am off to Durham for a family reunion. I plan to avoid everyone and get some sun. Hopefully that goes well for me. =)

Well I went in for a second interview yesterday, and got a call back later that day. I start work at 1pm this afternoon. =)

Apparently the training is extensive. I'm kind of nervous. Of course, I get nervous about everything all the time, so it could be absolutely nothing. Becky tells me it requires studying, which probably is pretty basic, but I am nervous anyway, even though it's not like I've forgotten how to remember.

Anyway, aside from that, there hasn't been much excitement around these parts. I've started drawing my characters from Plot! again, but just little sketches and nothing that can be used in the actual graphic novel. I should really get started on a full script if I'm serious about this, but now with work, I just don't want to take anything else on until I know how little brain power it's going to require.

I'll take pics of the drawings and post them later.

Taaa~

Well, I think it went well. She seemed to be pleased with my past experience and with my answers to all of the questions. She said she will call later if I need to come in for a second interview or if I did or did not get the job. My nerves, they be rattled.

Anyway, yesterday and this morning I watched the whole anime series, Vampire Knight. I liked it, but I don't think I'm counting it among my favorites. Actually, maybe I am, now that I think about it; I haven't really got many favorites. Anyway, I won't post spoilers, but even now, I still dislike Kaname. Also, I don't know how into the whole Vampire concept I am so much anymore. No one writes it quite like Anne Rice anyway. Plus, Twilight ruined it. *sadface*

I suppose I'll survive. I bought myself a Venti Passion Tea Lemonade for a job well done at the interview, so life is generally good.

I GOT AN INTERVIEW, BITCHES. So finally I got a call back from Petsmart, who is looking for a groomer. It just so happens that I have prior grooming experience. XD. Interview is Monday morning at 10AM, and I am unbelievably excited. I really hope it goes well, because I desperately need this job. XP

In other news, Becky had a bbq at her place that her BF planned. He invited all of her highschool and all of her new work friends. Guess who didn't show up. NONE of her new work friends came. It was really quite sad.

Also; her boyfriend and I don't get along. We pretend to, but I know we don't really. Whatever, i don't even want to get into that horrible story, so I'll save it for a ranty-er day.

As for writing, I've decided I need to take a short break from FF7 fandom, because my muse is completely shot. I will try some Wallflower and some Saumuai Champloo instead, and see if that can't get my creatice juices flowing.

I feel kind of cruddy, I told my grandmother that today I would take her shopping to find a new wrist watch, but no one thought to leave me a car. I guess we will go tomorrow, which isn't a problem, but still.

The party for Carolyn went well, but I couldn't help but feel that maybe she was a little nervous around us, and that maybe we could have talked a little less about Shaleena. It wasn't as though anything we said about her was any good, but it was still all about that ex roommate of ours.

I finished a fic last night, and actually sent it to someone to be edited. Big thanks toquietncryptic for the beta services. Hopefully things run smoothly and I can start posting this thing.

So I suck, huge. It was my goal last night to write, and I barely started. I think I focussed for a total of fifteen minutes. I am severly lacking in the motivation department, and I'm not sure how to fix that. I guess I'll go back to Reefie and force out those next chapters. Sigh. I was looking forward to Yuffentine again.

Tonight I'm being taken out to a bar for my old english teacher's band's show. I've seen them several times before, and they're always amazing, so I'm stoked. www.facebook.com/people/Lynn-Reist/783160225#/pages/the-Monster-Show/23848832384

I'm supposed to be working int he garden all day today, but I have absolutely no desire to. My parents are lame. I actually hate living here. If it wasn't for the car and the food, I'd be in Guelph. I'm frustrated because of not having a job, and so are they, but they don't seem to understand that I don't like the situation either, and they try and make it worse. Do they think it will make me try harder? Because I am trying. They just need to shut up for a while and try to get that I'm not their slave.

Well things are looking pretty and how I want them, until of coruse I change my mind and/or get bored. I've been busy putting all my old software onto my computer, and I can't say I'm impressed with the whole situation at all. I suppose it's better than having no computer, but god is it a pain in the ass.

I was thinking today about how it has been just a little over a year since I started writing fanfiction for FFVII. I believe it was in May 2008 that I stumbled across my old FFVII stuff, and I all of the sudden was struck with this great desire to not just fangirl alone. This led me to fanfiction, which lead me to the Genesis Awards and Jumpin' Jenova, look where that'd brought us. I feel like I should write something to commemorate the anniversary: naturally a Yuffentine, considering that was the start of this chaos, and because I haven't written one in entirely too long.

Of course right now I should be cleaning the house and possibly baking so my parents are calm and sedated when they get home so I can actually get some writing done tonight. Jabbering at LJ unfortunately does not accomplish this. Well I'll leave it at that.

Just for the sake of confusion and mayhem, I've changed LJ accounts. Not that I used the other one that often anyway. I'm just avoiding the possiblities of lj stalking from people I have don't want to be lurking my page, considering I will probably be talking about them in particular at least once or twice.

In other news, my harddrive crashed. I've lost all my writing and the like. I'm not entirely impressed with the world at the moment. That being said, I guess it could be worse. I was under warranty, so it didn't cost me anything to get a whole new harddrive.

Also; still looking for a job and failing kinda hugely at it.

Yesterday was the 2yr anniversary of Mark's accident. It doesn't seem like it's been that long, but at the same time, a lot of healing has heppened between then and now. I have to say I am so greatful for Andrew. I'm not sure where we are in this menagery of chaos, but I know that we've stuck together throughout highs and lows and it really panned out well for the both of us. I need him less than before, but I hope we never quite get over relying on our friendship. I like it; it gives me something to fall back on, even when the world has new and exciting things it wants to throw at me.

I should also mention that I passed all of my courses this semester and even ended up with a higher GPA than last time. Over all I'm pleased with it, but I want to get it higher so I can still consider Teacher's College if I should wish to pursue such a thing.

I think that's all. Soon I will have pics of Lucrecia Cosplay to show off, but for now, Buhbyes!